this was probably one of the most chaotic weeks
of all the past chaotic weeks i've had.
between trying to keep caught up with work
and then organising things for the move
everything felt like it was a test to see
just how strong one can be.
and then all the things the heart is feeling
but susanne asked me on tuesday
if i wanted to join her at the Radio Regenbogen Media Awards
for friday night.
mostly german performers, musicians and such
with a few international personalities.
i had no idea what to expect and although
i usually don't listen to that radio station
[i felt like i was cheating on my heart
and that man and voice on the radio
that i'm so dearly missing]
her gentle persuasion and the need to do something good
in the sense of taking a break and some time out
was enough to say yes.
and there was a point and time on friday,
that i wondered how i was even going to get thru the day.
it was just one of those days.
but then driving up to the awards and the red carpet,
the valets giving a hand to escort you out of the car
and lead you to that moment.
what a blur. i can't explain.
even being a "nobody" in that sense,
you can see the people looking, watching
and cameras focused on you.
and you revel in the moment,
absorb it. but it remains a blur.
i just found the photo on the website
and hope that some of our photos from the night
that susanne took, are just a bit more flattering
the small personal highlights of the evening
aside from the awards and the ambience?
bianca jagger's speech and then speaking with her
after the awards. about her work and her dreams.
i have to say, i wasn't aware of just how much she really does
and the passion and determination behind this lady.
there's a respect and a fascination discovered
and i felt honoured to have met her. spoken with her.
later on, susanne and i needed to finally grab a bite to eat.
and a chance to sit down again.
the feet were definitely feeling the new shoes.
and i suppose at times, i refuse to learn. when it comes to shoes.
we grabbed a few seats and then i realised
that i was sitting beside oliver pocher.
a german self proclaimed "b celebrity" so to speak.
a comedien that definitely shoots below the belt.
and i just kept asking myself, of all people
why am i sitting beside him?
granted. he can be funny. and did receive an award that evening.
but better sweetness was having annett louisan at the table as well.
a german singer, that has a playfully sweet nuance of chansons
in her songs. and her voice.
we got to talking as well
and i'm to send her some of the fleurs.
would be sweet to see her wearing them one day.
and then later on, as susanne and i were heading on out,
there was simon webbe.
we somehow got to talking as well.
and after a photo and and the small talk,
there was a sweet hug and a kiss as well.
and so do i admit, that suddenly the aching feet
felt like they were walking and dancing on a cloud.
i should have gone back in for a drink with him,
but i walked away with a smile instead.
and said good night to the night...
walking over the red carpet again.
so i guess it just shows.
that at times, life brings unexpected moments. surprises.
so maybe it's about being patient. curious.
and taking things as they come.
photo from Radio Regenbogen