first i don't write for what feels like months.
and then i overwhelm myself with three writings in one day.
but after a relatively, lesser productive sunday than planned,
i just bid on an auction on ebay.
and may i introduce, the first piece of furniture i just bought
for the new place.
at least the first official piece of furniture i've bought,
since i know how and where my new place is?
i'm not sure if this dresser is going to be in the bedroom,
or in the hallway or in the bathroom.
but i simply know that she had to be.
almost as though she was calling my name.
and that simply made me happy tonight.
now back to sorting thru one more pile of paper,
after the two garbage bins of paper i've just thrown out.
it still doesn't look like it's any less.
i'll just keep reminding myself, that each little bit
is eventually going to make a difference.
i might not see it today. or i might not see it tomorrow.
but i'll see the difference yet.
loves. much loves.